I think I get it.
I don’t know.
So yesterday I wrote to you about how destiny may mess with you sometimes.
It happened to me, and I was out there to seek an answer for why it happened.
I didn’t go out to seek an answer.
I was just waiting to see what happens.
As usual, I work.
Slowly, I was regaining the peacefulness within me.
I started to realize something.
No matter what happens, I’ll always drop deeper into consciousness for a while.
And then come back to my usual mindfulness.
I try hard to keep myself spacious.
But the fact is in this current reality we live in – you’ll still always be pulled out of your “I.”
Because it’s hard going against so many people who hold their own realities based on the delusion we’re programmed with.
And I thought**, “Maybe, just maybe… destiny says there are still more things that should happen before the complete whole spiritual awakening wave within people in the world should start.”
Perhaps a sudden change may only cause more harm than good.
I still need it.
To live in this world, to keep ourselves alive, to ensure that there are colors throughout our lifetime.
I just don’t need it to govern my life.
We just don’t need it to govern our lives.
There’s a balance.