If you wondered why I haven’t been posting in the past few days, here’s why:
Countless of events happened in my life.
Through the course of six days, I have:
1.) Had my best vacation ever with my colleagues to the north of where I live
2.) Sharpened up the skills I need for my profession significantly
3.) Got myself fired
Actually the third one happened today.
I’ve worked hard, tried hard to give my best in work – but apparently, I still need to work even harder to improve myself at the craft.
So many things have happened in the past three months.
It’s like my life have totally changed.
From a narrow-viewed selfish bastard who struggles to live life, I’ve allowed myself to turn into a relaxed person who finally has a life.
And because of what?
I’d dedicate most of the credits to my “spiritual awakening.”
Seriously, if you’re reading this and you don’t know what spiritual awakening is – there’s a much greater level of happiness out there which you’ve never experienced.
The kind of happiness which money can’t buy.
Where you could experience a kind of satisfaction that is truly in line with your purpose.
And what is your purpose anyway?
If you’d quiet yourself down and listen, you’d probably get it.
The angel of the dark will hint it at you.
When you’re completely still.
So now how do I summarize my life with all these stuffs happening?
You’ll understand why I’ve answered:
“It just is.”
Update, 1st May, 2009:
I found out why I lost my job.
It was because after losing it, I had one whole month of being alone and going deeper into myself.
Without it, I doubt I would even stop and realize what I’ve been doing.
Everything happens for a reason.
Sometimes destiny is pounding on our doors and we’re not listening, or our time hasn’t come.
But whatever reason it is, know that you are in good hands.
Let go, Let God.
You will be happy.
That, I can assure you.